Monday 6 May 2013

DON'T LOVE ME SWEET

Don't love me sweet
My heart's deep and wide
You can never fill it

Don't love me sweet
My heart's given up
To maternal love, surreal
 ­
Don't love me sweet
My heart's too broken
Your love can't mend it

Don't love me sweet
My heart's not for one
Yours' a loosing fight

Don't love me sweet
My heart's dead
Immortality reigns here

Don't love me sweet
My heart's given up to hell
You love but a bestial

Don't love me sweet
My heart's too selective
You don't fit the profile

Don't love me sweet
My heart's in need of reality
You, but a dream

Tuesday 23 April 2013

LORD OF ALL FEARS





Feet don’t fail me now
My demons becloud again
Wont for more than we bargained

Poke me dream, will you?
Dally your barrage of goodies –
Me of fairies treat

For my placebo smolders
Surety and party, locked at Doom
Like the flogged of bush-babies to penury

Fairy or djin, hunt me the lantern
Gold and silver to my feet
Love and power – the heart’s fill afterwards

Wednesday 9 January 2013

Youth Perceptions of Human Security in Africa


 The promotion of durable and sustained peace, socio-economic development and good governance emerged as the most pressing and recalcitrant challenges beleaguering Africa, particularly vivid in the final decade of the last millennium. Armed conflicts littered the continent with about 31 countries witnessing intense violence triggered by political or socio-economic disaffections in some sections of these countries’ polities and societies. HIV/AIDS poses a pervasive and non-violent threat to the existence of individuals, as the virus significantly shortens life expectancy, undermines quality of life and limits participation in income generating activities. The political, social and economic consequences are equally detrimental to the community, in turn undermining its security.
Changing weather conditions are reducing the ability to produce and distribute food. The most direct implications will be felt in agricultural losses and rising food prices undermines access to food by everyone who depends on markets for their consumption needs, possibly translating in to about 200 million Africans threatened by malnutrition and abject hunger. Even the crops manageably produced for exports, face an embargo in harsh trade policies slapped on importation from developing countries by the developed world, in a bid to plunge the Developing World in to more slavery, while, the advent of democracy across the African panorama heralds a show of ill-preparedness for the structures of democracy which now results in complex humanitarian emergencies and crises.
The crumble of colonialism in Africa, caused decomposed ethnic lines and City-State allegiances to bear cracks of insecurity and ill-preparedness to the glory and worship of urbanization, independence and civilization. This resulted in weaknesses in the State-centric concept of security, regarding development, human rights, peace and good governance. Thus, whether it concerned civil wars with their dramatic consequences, natural disasters and accidents, or yet, health crises and major pandemics, populations face life threatening dangers.
And even though the security of state sovereignty is very paramount in these circumstances, the protection and later, empowerment of people at individual and community levels – human security, has been labelled as essential to national and international security. Inter-ethnic conflicts, regional instability, poverty, disease, bad governance amongst others, shape the meaning and content of security today. The preamble of the United Nations Charter opens with the words “we the peoples of the United Nations, determined to save succeeding generations from the scourge of war…”, to indicate that the issues of peace and security, as well as economic and social progress and human rights, were – and to a large extent still are – seen as matters with the purview of individual states, their territories and their institutions, as at the time the United Nations Charter was adopted.
Today though, the definition of what constitutes and what influences human security is changing. Freedom from want and freedom from fear are increasingly recognized as not only emanating from the actions of States, but of others. Additionally, ethnic conflicts, regional instability and terrorist attacks, have forcefully demonstrated that the State is not the sole actor. National borders are permeable, and national sovereignty is no longer sufficient justification to avoid international scrutiny and action. In essence, human security thus, means safety for people from both violent and non-violent threats. It is a condition of state of being characterized by freedom from pervasive threats to people’s rights, their safety or even their lives. It is an alternative way of seeing the world, taking people as its point of reference, rather than focusing exclusively on the security or territory of governments. Like other security concepts, – national security, economic security, food security, and job security – it is about protection. Human security entails taking preventive measures to reduce vulnerability and minimize risk, and taking remedial action where prevention fails.
In 2000, 189 governments reached one of the great decisions of the 20th century, agreeing to work together to end extreme poverty, and to do it within 15 years. The Millennium Development Goals (MDGs) as they are called set specific targets – on education, gender equality, child mortality, maternal health, disease and environmental sustainability – to protect the most vulnerable people, and empower them, thus providing them with human security. Eight years on, these targets seem unattainable. Every day that passes means in Africa, more mothers are losing their children to malaria, a mosquito bite, or diarrhoea, an upset stomach. Africa is most likely to record the least progress in the advent of any.
While the key triggers and causes of Africa’s woes and upheavals may differ from country to country, what is common to all of them is the central involvement of Africa’s youth, either as perpetrators, victims or both. As Alex de Waal puts it, “Children and youth represent the possibility of either an exit from Africa’s current predicament or an intensification of that predicament”.
Youth are an increasingly compelling subject for study in Africa, entering into political space in highly complex ways. To pay attention to youth is to pay close attention to the topology of the social landscape – to power and agency; public, national and domestic spaces and identities, and their articulation and disjunctures; memory, history, and sense of change; globalization and governance; gender and class. Youth as a historically constructed social category, as a relational concept, and youth as a group of actors, form an especially sharp lens through which social forces are focused in Africa. Through this lens, relations and constructions of power are refracted, recombined, and reproduced, as people make claims on each other based on age – claims that are reciprocal but asymmetrical. Youth figure centrally in debates and transformations in membership, belonging, and the hybridizations in membership, belonging, and the hybridization of identities – memberships in family and kinships, in ethnic groups, and in the state.
People who might be considered “youth” form an increasing proportion of the African population. By 2005, the African youth constituted 13% of the total global youth population (18% of the world’s population). Indeed, defined biologically as any person between the ages of 15 and 24, the African youth is expected to constitute 15% of total global youth population by 2015, thanks to the continent’s average annual population growth put at 2.7% and fertility rates at 5.1% over the past 30 years. This roughly translates that at least 62% or 654 million of the continent’s approximately 906 million people are under the age of 24. Furthermore, analysts deduce that only 5% of Africa’s population are aged 60 years and above – a reverse of the ageing trend in most developed countries. This phenomenon is exponential, but imbalanced growth in youth population is what some have described as a “youth bulge” – defined as a situation in which young adults aged 15-29 makeup at least 40% of a country’s population.
Youth today, have become the focus of rapid shifts in post colonial and global economy and society. In the “occult economies” of Africa, the potency of youth are extracted to sustain the power of those in authority while young people themselves feel increasingly unable to attain the promises of the new economy and society. In Niger in May 2000, a crisis of promise and frustration prompted secondary school students to riot, burning tires and barricading streets, protesting a shortened school year and the prospects of failing exams. In Sierra Leone in June 2008, a report on the spate of violence linked to inter-school sporting events revealed schoolchildren were smuggling weapons like knives, razor blades and bottles into the national stadium, where most of the competitions take place. Most of these schoolchildren were found to be those recruited during the civil war, who were still carried weapons. On the whole, critics continue to label Africa’s youth bulge as a major culprit in its travails and woes.
However, it is useful to note that it is only a tiny proportion of Africa’s youth population that have been involved in armed conflict, the said spread of the HIV/AIDS pandemic and other insecurities. The majority who rejects for example, violence, would perhaps be better appreciated if judged against the backdrop of the frustrations caused by failed and disrupted provision of public services, education and economic opportunities, compounded by ‘infantalisation’ by traditional elites, exploitation by business elites and marginalization by political elites; or those who are infected and affected by HIV/AIDS, would perhaps be better appreciated if public enlightenment, education and sensitization were taken seriously, condoms are made readily available and cheap to get, antiretroviral drugs are provided for infected people appropriately, and stigmatization is thoroughly cut out from the society.
These are as compared with the compelling incentives provided by rebel leaders to join armed groups; bribes doled out by top public office holders in money politics to try and buy over the suffrage of youths in order to remain in power and loot public treasury; and indeed, the force either through trafficking; rights abuse; parental consent and/or accord, to indulge in prostitution all as means of assuaging the natural human need for economic survival, self-preservation and empowerment, social relevance and belonging.
Current trends across Africa indicate a deepening and intensification of the cycle of poverty and economic malaise kick-started in the 1970s. Furthermore, increasing marginalization of large sections (principally youth) of the population from the mainstream socio-economic and political sphere have created a sense of social dislocation, and in some cases, strong disaffection, amongst youth. Put together, these elements culminate in economic pressures and social tensions which often conflagrate into full-blown conflicts. The threats of Africa’s youth bulge on the one hand; and opportunities and potentials that this bulge represents on the other, have left sections of the continent’s now vulnerable societies and governments uncertain as to how to respond. While there abound opportunities and potentials amidst this bulge, the threats to this bulge presently pitch Africa’s youth in a precariously vulnerable position, considering issues that concern political marginalization, employment, urbanization and rural-urban migration, food, HIV/AIDS and education. Over years of susceptibility, youth perceptions of human security are bordered around these aforementioned issues. In the advent of legislation, inadequate action beckons and where action sets in, there is inadequate legislation. When action and legislation lack a truce and is not in this case induced, to a large extent by uncertainty, spawns indecision.
One of the enduring failures of the post-independence nation building project across Africa has been the shrinking of the public space, limited opportunities for civic engagement and the increased marginalization of a majority of Africa’s vulnerable populations, particularly youth, from participating effectively in governance and political processes. This is ironic considering the euphoria of the collective fight against colonization and the subsequent victory of independence, which led to the ascendance of a majority of Africa’s post-independence ruling elites to the heights of political leadership in their youthful years. The irony itself lies in the reality that though it was the youth who spearheaded and fought for decolonization and against repression in several African countries, some of these same youth leaders – who became political leaders of their countries and societies – were often the same ones who suppressed and excluded youth from mainstream participation in the political arena. Clear examples are stories of the late Dr. Hasting Kamuzu Banda, the erstwhile dictator of Malawi; Paul Biya, ‘Life’ President of Cameroun; and Mr. Robert Mugabe, President of Zimbabwe.
As such, the era of post colonial governance in Africa increasingly witnesses the systematic exclusion and marginalization of youth from decision-making and political processes at national and local levels across parts of Africa. A vivid example, is a study carried out by The Conflict, Security and Development Group (CSDG) in Nigeria which identified that, “the minimum age for becoming a lawmaker at the state level and the Lower Chamber (House of Representatives) at the national level has been raised from 21 and 25 in 1979 and 1989, to 30 years in 2005, while that of a Senator (Upper Chamber at National Law-making Chamber) has been raised from 25 to 35 years. Unsurprisingly, there is no single member of the Senate who is under 35 years of age, and the average structure of Senators (2003-2007) shows that people aged 45-55 years form the core with 44% of the 109-member Chamber, followed by those between 36 and 40 years (17.2)%. Similarly, in the National House of Representatives, of the total 360 members, only five are under 35 years of age (all male), and people aged 41 to 51 years form the core (59%), followed by those under 40 years of age – 23% (but mostly within age 35-40 years) and those aged 52 years and above (15%). The average age in the House of Representatives is 45 years. The current state of affairs reflects deterioration in youth participation over time given that in 1993, 52.4% of members were between age 30 and 40 years, and this dropped to 46% in 1999 and 23% in 2005.”
The implications of the continued exclusion of youth from decision-making processes, both social and political portends ominous consequences as has been starkly displayed in countries like Liberia, Sierra Leone, Angola, Nigeria’s Niger Delta region, et cetera. The challenge is to prevent fragmentation, marginalization and polarization. Individuals in our societies are being traumatized and fragmented in different ways, and large groups are being excluded from the benefits of production. This situation characterizes many parts of Africa. The response to this problem, the response to this fragmentation problem is psycho-cultural; the response to this marginalization problem is socio-economic; and the response to this polarization problem is socio-political. The aim is to generate co-existence at minimum so that all of the different communities in the societies and nations in which you are part can join together optimally to produce higher levels of social cohesion. The requirement of social cohesion, on which societies and human security depend, is nonetheless being constantly undermined by the uncontrolled and uncontrollable pursuits of States.
The marginalization of youth however, transcends the political scene and extends to other major facets of decision-making and participation in mainstream society across Africa. For example, there are very few cases in which the youth ministry and the youth budget have been administered by youth themselves. This neglect has also been translated in to a recurring cycle of unemployment, unemployability and underemployment. The United Nations’ 2005 World Youth Report notes that 60.7 million and 102.1 million youth in Africa live under $1 and $2 respectively, with over 40 million under-nourished young people aged 15 to 24 years. These figures are further exacerbated by high-levels of youth unemployment, with access to education still a problem for many young people. Higher educational attainments do not guarantee a path in finding employment and where shrinking employment is rampart; job security often overrules job satisfaction as a motivator for young employees. This is made even worse by the problems of urbanization and rural-urban migration.
Across Africa, it has been observed that dysfunctional urbanization has generated three troubling consequences: first, the intensification of social frictions and strains among members of similar and different ethnic groups in the competition for political influence and limited socio-economic opportunities and resources. This often translates in to inter-group conflict, often entered around age-old ethnic and religious divides. Nigeria offers a good example with over 100 cases of inter-group clashes occurring between 1999 and 2005, mostly in cities such as Lagos, Kano, Kaduna, Bauchi, Jos and Warri among others. The second consequence relates to the upsurge in crime, especially juvenile delinquency, in major cities largely due to the influx of unskilled youth migrants from rural areas. The intense competition for limited economic opportunities and the limited skills to gain urban employment mean that youth migrants are more likely to engage or join underground criminal networks that abound in urban areas for their survival. Apart from getting involved in perennial turf wars between rival gangs, youth migrants especially those aged 16 to 29 years are likely to take to petty thieving, substance abuse or rape. For young girls, there is more intensive exploitation of their labour, their sexuality and their socio-economic vulnerability. They are often forcibly involved, or have no option but to resort to prostitution which increases their vulnerability to HIV/AIDS for example.
For the young girls in conflict zones, they are often abducted, sexually abused and forced to become ‘wives’ of rebels, often becoming impregnated and subsequently discarded by the rebels, reducing their opportunities for social re-integration and economic viability after the cessation of hostilities and leaving many with both mental and physical scars and long term health problems due to severe sexual abuse, rape and gang rape. A third consequence is the multiplier effect of diseases and infections arising from over-crowding and congestion, poor sanitary conditions and limited access to health care. With an alarming share of 60% of the world’s people living with HIV/AIDS, a huge number dying of tuberculosis and at least 200,000 children dying of malaria every 5 minutes, health remains a big issue in Africa. Infact, by 2006, a reported 1.7 million people were dying of AIDS annually, and more than 9 million children had lost one or both parents to AIDS in Africa. Although immense intervention have curbed and reduced prevalence in such places as Botswana, Zimbabwe, Kenya and Uganda, Swaziland and Lesotho still record some of the highest prevalence rates in the world while zones like Darfur, Somalia and the Eastern region of Goma in the Democratic Republic of Congo, remain high risk prevalence areas with sexual abuse and rape rampantly used as weapons of war. Thus, the 4.6% and 1.7 % infection rates of female and male youth populations respectively could go up.
While it must be noted that the spread of HIV/AIDS appears to be slowing down in Africa thanks to increasing involvement of governments and civil society groups in awareness and enlightenment campaigns, the HIV/AIDS scourge still presents serious immediate and long-term consequences for Africa’s youth. The first relates to the sheer loss of human capital, especially among the youth population who have been identified as the “most-at-risk” group, given their vulnerability as well as their tendency to engage in risky sexual behaviour, in comparison to adults. The impact of losing over 2 million people to HIV/AIDS scourge annually can have long-term consequences for the supply and quality of skilled youth in the private, public and civic sectors. The second impact is the associated problem of over 15 million HIV/AIDS orphans scattered across Africa. Several youth have to now take on additional burden of becoming heads of households, catering for their siblings in an already pressured and austere economic environment. The third relates to the acute lack of capacity to adequately address the HIV pandemic, highlighted by the inability to provide adequate antiretroviral drugs for most youth in affected regions. The final aspect is that HIV/AIDS is fast decimating Africa’s youth which make up its core labour force, its economic engine and its future.
Fast reactional measures become paramount to reducing the effects of HIV/AIDS in Africa. Education has proven to be a key medium for prevention of the spread of HIV/AIDS. Its effects on maternal and child health have been rewarding – education is correlated with improved reproductive health, reduced infant mortality and improved child nutrition. Education increases creativity, and makes it easier for job-seekers to find gainful employment, and most especially, help people living with HIV/AIDS (PLWHA), live ‘responsibly’ positive, and enlighten societies on the dangers of stigmatization; warn young people on the dangers around having unprotected sex; and discourage medical personnel on the transfusion of unscreened blood. This is perhaps the reason why the Millennium Development Goal (MDG) number two, is to achieve universal basic education with its third indicator as “literacy rate of 15-24 year-olds”. Education can be useful in resolving conflicts, and building peace. It encourages debate and dissent, and may discourage the resort to violence or crime.
Education is the process of enlarging people’s choices to live longer and healthier lives, to have access to knowledge, to have access to income and assets, and enjoy a decent standard of living. Basic literacy and numeracy can make a significant difference, as they provide a certain amount of independence from the readings and calculations of others. Education enables people to make informed decisions. Education builds and strengthens democracy – it arouses interest and increases participation through better understanding of issues. Also, people are better able to articulate and protect their rights when they are educated, and knowledge builds confidence to affirm one's rights. Education enlightens individuals and communities so they can aim to achieve goals and seek changes when necessary.
Youth literacy rates have generally improved in recent decades, increasing from 66.8% in 1990 to 76.8% in 2002. But this is still not good. Several factors account for the relatively low educational attainment in Africa. Education and schooling is still tied to socio-economic circumstances, and the progress in education remains affected by poverty. Education is under-funded – educational infrastructure, equipment and books, not to mention computers, are either limited in supply or simply unavailable. Moreover, there are also critical challenges associated with aligning school curricular to the peculiar needs and future development aspirations of particular African countries, as well as the need to match the rapid expansion in the number of literate young people with corresponding economic growth rates capable of absorbing the new, future outputs.
Education can help cut the high rate of unemployment, education can solve the problems of unemployability, and education can make underemployment a thing of the past. If youth get adequate education and literacy rates improve, the number of empowered minds armed with creative ideas which can be divested in to the various peculiar needs and development aspirations of their various countries increase, and the youth would no longer wait for their governments to create jobs. Indeed, skilled and competent youth will fill vacancies in the public service, but more would be empowered like Mo Ibrahim, to become entrepreneurs, owners of their own businesses, and employers of labour. On the long run, the problems of marginalization, the problems of fragmentation, and the problems of polarization will begin to die out to usher in an atmosphere of sustained socio-economic, political and cultural development.
Advancing human security requires a broader range of analysis than achieving the MDGs does, but the subject of human security has not yet been as fully articulated in terms of goals, targets and measurable indicators. The burgeoning body of work on the MDGs can therefore be helpful to future efforts to clarify and measure steps towards greater human security. We may need the MDGs as a timeline to hold our governments accountable. But we also need to ask ourselves as well, and hold ourselves accountable. The African Peer Review Mechanism (APRM) initiated by the New Partnership for Africa’s Development (NEPAD) is being freely accepted by African governments even as it forms a key part of long-term conditions for sustainable peace and security. By ensuring good and democratic governance and respect for private enterprise, nations will be enabling poor people to access up-to-the-minute information, money and business expertise, as well as creating new commercial and employment opportunities. By opening up Africa to big companies in a Business Call To Action motive, initiatives from these and other companies will save almost half a million lives, create thousands of jobs, and benefit millions of people across Africa.
In the race to achieve the MDGs, one of the greatest untapped resources is the private sector. Businesses are beyond traditional business practices to also focus on the needs of those locked out of the global market and also show concern for the vulnerabilities of the African Youth in the ever evolving platform of global business; it will be much easier to make your next million dollars in Africa than in the United States or Britain. Growth and prosperity is the objective, not aid – the purpose of aid is to no longer require it. However, we must acknowledge the African youth as innovative, resilient, hard working and persevering; exhibiting high-levels of ingenuity and coping mechanisms in very volatile and insecure environments where lack of human security thwarts goals and aspirations.


*This essay was my entry to the 2008 Olusegun Obasanjo Presidential Library Essay Competiton. The references have been left out deliberately. Drop your email in a comment, and the full reference would be provided*

Sunday 30 December 2012

LOVE LOST

I lost my appetite for love
So I sent its fruit-laden jar tumbling
And ate its raw bitterness

Saturday 22 December 2012

Word Eaters

Be kind with words, mildly eat
Not with oil of the furnace's fury
For then, the tongue shall burn sore
Neither from cold's slumber, dab
It's sludge would give you away
But in thought and gentle caress
Eat them, well cooked

Thursday 29 November 2012

TWENTY-ONE KUSALA DAM DAYS: 2nd Sun Down

I was stupid enough to have a fill of laughter in camp today. Adults were behaving like children during the inauguration parade, and at some point, I was wondering whether I was the stupid one to find their acts funny, or they were really the stupid ones. It's 10:42pm on the 7th of July, and as I reflect and write on the activities of the day, I can't but help a couple of laughs, abstract enough to make the people around me think something could be wrong with my mental state. But overall, I did have a fulfilling day, if my expectations were to be considered. The height of it all, was when I met a bunch of guys from the Federal University of Technology, Minna. A lively bunch of dudes they were, and each one had a dose of laughter to dole. Not sure if I'd ever had a fill of sit-coms all my life as I did today.

I woke at 6:40am, ignoring the early morning bugle, summoning us to the parade ground, as I wasn't confirmed registered yet. I brushed in the open with other people staring, quite how odd it felt. I had Masa for breakfast from the mammy market, and finally got some place to take my bath. Atleast, I was getting acquainted with the geography of the camp ground. Then the bugle sounded, for us to gather and file for the swearing of oaths ceremony. I had managed to collect my khaki the night before, and still wondered what was going through their minds, when they were piecing together the apparels. Nothing wasn't left oversized and out of shape. Even the tailors who tried to make them bespoke, couldn't get them around to fit me.

At the parade ground, I made my first friend - Hosea Gana, a graduate of Physics. His friend Jey was from Jos, and was excited when I told him I had schooled in his native Jos. There was alot of protocols with the oath swearing parade, with the soldiers making a big deal of it, us, bothered more with the picture taking. You could see it from the faces of alot, that this was more of a milestone in their lives, than a new experience, in another part of their country. We then dispersed for lunch - mashed beans, on which I spread some garri to make a nice mix although the beans begged for a little more salt. Surprisingly, I ate with much gusto and was glad I didn't tell them to reduce the ration on the line.

Evening parade was at 4pm till 6, after which we were addressed by our Platoon Officer, talking about monetary contributions for inter-platoon competition and we taking it very serious. There was this selected Deputy Platoon Leader - Vicky, from Zuru who was getting in to my "likes" book. I quickly left the parade ground, and set off for an audition with the OBS -  Orientation Broadcasting Service. I was auditioning to be on the editorial and reporting department. Bumped in to a couple of lovely ladies from Lagos, who were no finding the sun here in Kano funny. Then I met a couple of Jossites, and wanted to scream out loud for finding 'kindred'. Gift talked with me more, probably finding fascination with my stories. She'd had a couple of laughs anyways. Her friend looked on, her mind focused more on something outside the camp than in it. I was already liking Gift's smiles though. They were always from ear to ear. I sent Egbo an sms, and she replied complaining of lack of sleep and all. I got a call from Jos, to learn that Ugo was finally getting back with her boyfriend after a few days of standoff. I wanted her to hold off for a few more days, but I guess she didn't have enough resolve either. I concluded, they both were just feeble hearted kids in love.

Lights went out at 11:42pm, just before I finished writing this. I had used phone calls and Carlos all the way in Liberia to strike a deal, which had me happy before going off to bed

Thursday 22 November 2012

TWENTY – ONE KUSALA DAM DAYS: 1st Sun Down


Having wild romance at midnight with a lady you had just met the afternoon before, and refusing to call it a one-night stand, would be bizarre. Well, after the club at Nomansland disappointed, we managed to psyche a bike to ride us all the way to Danbare, the students’ neighbourhood opposite the new site of Bayero University, Kano. We had the room to ourselves, and my blood got hot. If Sika had anticipated this all evening, she must be having her wishes played out before her. We were clear-eyed; a bit tired, and cursed the searing heat. I lay beside her, tucked my left arm round her, resting it on the voluptuous breast. I was satisfied with the sigh she gave. Rhythmically, I began roving over her trunk while the tempo of her sighs continued to heighten. Then I jumped on her, and began kissing, caressing and undressing her simultaneously. She reached for my loins, and undid my belt. My maleness had come to terms with the air in the room, while I reached for my bag. The oil and latex were always in my bag. Together with my toothbrush and paste, Jasmine – my laptop, and some fragrance, I always made sure I was always ready for the moment.
It was 1:30am, and I had just put a call through to Ugo. I was still naked; Sika had switched off to sleep within moments after my climax coincided with her fourth – she’d had too much. Ugo was having relationship issues, and while we had constantly made love in her hostel room back in Jos, we still kept our relationships, and called the other, friend. Yes, we were friends with benefits. Her lame boyfriend as I’d seen him was at being childish again. She was pissed, and was ignoring him for the umpteenth time. The last time she had cried in her room, I had consoled her, wiped her eyes, hugged and kissed her, and then we made some good, good love. She had cursed me that night for not doing enough to snatch her from her boyfriend. Tonight, she was narrating how he kept bugging her with calls and messages, and how tempting they have been for her to resist. She likes him, but his immaturity bored her to death. She was learning, and sought motivation to continue at her course from me. Then she'd bribe me with sex.

It was July 6th; I’d just woken up still drowsy and terribly in need of a massage. My host was long gone to school, and no one was in the compound either. I trudged off in to BUK new site with Sika, got some breakfast, and wandered around in vain, looking for internet. You wonder why it is so difficult to find public cafes in and around students’ neighbourhoods. In anger, I returned home, and packed. I enjoyed just my third tricycle ride to Kikabuga, and got a cab going to Karaye. Passangers mused about the distance, the heat and what to expect at Karaye, but after about two hours, a high-walled compound stood before me. I went through routine security checks, and walked in to the compound. My first sight flashed back imaginary scenes from Kalu Okpi’s “Biafra Testament”. Orders barked out in confusing staccato, and the field was a sea of white. More enquiries sent me further in to the belly of the compound. In thirty minutes, call-up letter was verified, platoon assigned, but the accommodation officer was nowhere around. You could see frustration on the faces of youth who had turned up from all across the country, tired, hungry, weary and fearful of the land which they would call home for the next one year, and in for which I became the 2292nd person to report to camp with primary assignment in Kano State.

Egbo had not said a word all day, and even though I find myself cheating on her, I still DEARLY love and yearned daily for her. A bugle sounded, and we were all gathered. I promptly stood in line, and waited for over an hour, before we were addressed by the Camp Coordinator, a large Gwari woman with a deep voice, evidence of how she had systematically solved stress with tobacco. I lined at the rear, within close proximity of the military instructors. One was wearing a blue United Nations shirt, with UNMIL inscribed on it. I knew what it meant, and they were bemused that I did. We talked about the Nigerian contingent to the United Nations Mission in Liberia, and some shared stories of their expnce in Liberia, Sierra Leone and most recently, Sudan. I had fried yams for dinner at the mammy market, where some girls were already selling their wares for that hour come. I scoured my environs and began adapting to the crowd gathered in the hall, waiting till 11:30pm to get a mattress. I had not been allocated to any room still, and I knew I was going to spend the night in the "open"; but the anger was doused by a call from Egbo after I had sent her an sms. Mummy also called to know how I have fared and cope with the new culture, and having eased 5,000 NGN extra above budget from my account, I knew I needed to act financially sustainable to be able to adapt here.

It’s 12:11am, the morning of the 7th of July, and am  about to doze off to sleep with thoughts of Egbo on my mind.

Tuesday 20 November 2012

EGUNJE

Of corrupt politicians and technocrats, egunje is the order of the day. Bureaucracy has an increased tenancy, and the governance system has suffered. The polity have been on the receiving side, still craving for the dividends of democracy to trickle down to them to the grassroots. Oh how, we claim that our colonial masters did sow the seed of corruption right in the fabric of a budding nation. Today, I wonder if Nigerians, were not born with corruption running in our DNA. We are wont for synonyms for it - nepotism, favoritism, self-aggrandisement. But the average Nigerian is corrupt. I am not an exception either. But for our nation to forge ahead and awake from its slumber, the sleeping giant must rid itself of this canker worm.

To this effect, #EgunjeInfo was born. It's made its rave on twitter, and for once, when people say Nigeria's youth are only keen to engage good governance online and hide their faces when the real action beckons, we are taking the step of showing up with our faces with a zeal to fight corruption. Ladi Kwali Hall at the Shehu Musa Yar'Adua Conference Centre it is by 3pm today, and #EgunjeInfo comes to town - alive. While there has been an online campaign with hashtag, poetry, essay and photography competitions, we are taking it to the next level. And I would be in the number, wanting to rid my country of corruption. I liken corruption this though:

The priest in rhythmic vociferity chants
e'gun je... e'gun je... e'gun je
Scary, how my cowries vanish in a rush